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While attending Arizona State University in 1996-97, a course was being offered called Magic, Metaphor and Mind. This graduate course was being taught by the head of the clinical psychology department, Dr. Carol Nemeroff. A professor from avant-garde experience, teaching how mind is put to matter, giving Cartesian and Newtonian thinking a big shove. The material taught showed the many models and metaphors used in magical belief systems. All of which come down to the analogy of similarity, contagion and opposites. All the while I was observing the mysterious synchronistic unity of the holy three's.:.: This triad not only plays a major role in human consciousness, it also has laws in electricity and magnetism as well as the electromagnetic spectrum that governs,extends,limits or emancipates life itself. During this time I befriended many people witnessing UFOs, abductions and paranormal things inexplicable to most school taught psychologists. AT first a thesis on UFOs was blatantly denied, until a month later after a rash of sightings on T.V. over Arizona, if you want to get consensus favor and get the most covert proof exposed with the biggest spotlight you can find, take advantage of the media. I took advantage of the University to document everything I could. Now three years later we see what an exciting can of worms is sitting at Arizona State University, they cannot say they don't know the truth about Gumint' orchestrating an alien scenario. "NO EXCUSES" My attitude at the University soon took a total antithema, I have been in the real world to long to regurgitate the dead parameters. I took the knowledge of Baphamet and the formula of the universe to use as a reality tunnel and the holy three -, + and 0. A reconciliation of opposites in a neutral TAO or zero. 0=2 where opposites are reconciled. As the magus himself has said, "below the abyss is division, above is unity". Action in the universe is threefold, just as there are three theories to the universe, monism, dualism and annihilism. +,-,o.
Students were required to pick a thesis and write a report. My initial thesis was going to be the "Evolution of Consciousness". I was going to take the work of Julian Jaynes and Stanislov Grof and put them back to back to compare the model of the bicameral mind with the model of the Holotropic mind. Julian Jaynes author of "The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind “, in contrast with Stanislav Grof's "The Holotropic Mind".The term Bicameral means "two sided, (split), while holotropic suggests the brain has a “wholistic” design. Grof demonstrates how healing is possible when integration occur, in a manner that is conductive to problem solving and well being. This contrasted well with Professor Nemeroff's model of polemics and unity, or as she calls it similarity, contagion and opposites.o,+,-.
Human physiology has it that the brain has a left and right hemisphere. The right is intuitive and open to input from known and unknown sources. While the left hemisphere of the brain is mathematical and logical and rationalizes the subgenius. The left hemisphere does most the interpretation of the conscious mind through thought. While the unconscious does it’s communication through emotion. When there is awareness to the subtle causes in these bodies, the higher genius of an individual becomes connected. The pineal focuses awareness to a third party of this model, + electric, - negative, o ground/neutral .:.: Tao.
In Julian Jaynes’ work he proves through archaeological
evidence that 5,000 years ago the human brain had no ego-awareness.Man
was like a telephone receiver and reacted to situations and external stimuli
without questioning “why”. With no sense of “I”, man never used conscious
volition to ask “what am I doing”? Jaynes believes that when decisions
were to be made “Voices” that emanated from the right brain hemisphere
guided man and were taken to be the voices of the gods. Only 5,000 years
ago mankind was like a holographic livestock puppet show for the observing
gods. What we regard now as primitive deities, back then were operating
as an Elohim,(god), in the human life wave by having a human vehicle respond
as if driven by various programs from a designer god only omnipresent in
consciousness. Empowered as authority by these suggestive voices. Much
like a hypnotic subject responds to the voice of the hypnotist, only these
voices were disembodied. Through the development of writing and various
disagreements and cataclysm, the survival of man demanded a new level of
self awareness. The ability to
narrate and look in on himself as well as out to
the world. To free himself of the puppetmaster , disembodied hypnotist
and it's inability to meet rising problems with adequet solutions. Progression
through introspection developed beyond bicameral tendencies. Mabee the
serpent of wisdom woke us up from the garden of ignorance. -,+,0 .:.:
Jaynes beliefs that the metered verses and auditory hallucination of schizophrenic episodes, are a relapse into the ancient bicameral mind, (split, two chambered. This is where the information relayed is not always conductive to present situations, often non-sequiteurs. Yet many clairvoyant and clairaudents produce valid information from “voices”. While Julian Jaynes himself admits to at a time having “heard” a “voice” in his head, it inspired him to write the book titled THE ORIGIN of CONSCIOUSNESS in the BREAKDOWN of the BICAMERAL MIND. Jaynes holds a certain animosity towards responding to “voices” and/or auditory hallucinations. For good reason! He tends toward the volitional and rational self of the left hemisphere as being superior to the right. The right hemisphere "houses" this activity, but is not the source of the electromagnetic impulses. It is the receiver. It can be harrowing to have disembodied activity magnetize itself to a persons electrical activity. Housing itself like a host, getting free rent from a landlord supplying the power, often unwillingly and without anecdote. We will get into organic and inorganic,(electronic),intrusions later on.
Stanislov Grof M.D. in his work THE HOLOTROPIC MIND,demonstrates how the right hemisphere contains the intelligence of antiquity coupled with inexhaustible solutions that surpass rationally concluded Pavlov Dog social programming. Could holotropic awareness unify valid information assimilated from fragmented messages? Grof shows us how the unconscious mind, when activated, reveals hidden truths, pleasant and unpleasant .But never the less full of useful information when accessed in many practical and deliberate methods. Consciousness can seem to pervade all mentality when in fact it does not. Intrepid as it seems, the right brain is the door to wisdom. Grof tends towards breathing practices for results similar to Terrace McKenna's psychotropic methods of attainment. However, awareness often occurs spontainiously in "sensitives".
Jaynes is a professor in the department of Psychology at Princeton University, he seems to favor the superiority of the left hemisphere. The conscious mind is the trained observer or rationalist to the unexplained. You can override the subconscious with the conscious. Like a safety net. To let go uninhibited to the “twilight of consciousness”, and access the right brain can be simple and normal for some people who have become adept or artistic. While for others it is like opening a can of worms. While the spiritual body is connected to the emotional body, when the negative emotional charges are removed or grounded, letting go to wholistic awareness has a healing effect. Awareness to the unknown becomes more pleasant and adventuresome with the knowledge and experience that accompanies this. Reconnecting with the subtle bodies has been named many different thing all that generically amount to becoming “clear”. A silent sound mind has energy flowing without inhibition of the conscious mind acting neurotic. We are talking about "clearing" the causal emotional energy rather than simply eliminating the reactive mind. The term "reactive mind" was coined by Ron Hubbard in connection with dianetics, we won't go into the methods of a Navy psychiatrist, but unless the emotional action is neutralized, the reactive mind is going to respond appropriately to identify the experience.
Stanislov Grof and Julian Jaynes both agree that there are terrible and angry gods that are residual in the right hemisphere and can be downright scary. Jaynes says that it was as if the god-side of bicameral,(right hemisphere), was active and approaching consciousness before the man-side of man, (left hemisphere).
Grof has ventured into the pyramids of Mexico and communicated with these entities through his special magickal methods. The language of the right brain activity is often typified by altered states of consciousness. It is a fine line between being adept and being schizophrenic. Stanislov Grof takes a holistic human model and aims to heal the fragmented psych. Jaynes illustrates how the god side of man was heard as "voice" commands giving dictation to human beings. He shows models and metaphors how ancient civilizations were owned and operated by "hallucinated voices" that were "heard" in various speech centers of the brain. Modern society does not teach the use of initiating “sensitized” individuals into becoming adept. If an individual can produce useful information we say they are psychic or gifted. But if a problem erupts and a person becomes neurotic or just temporarily ‘overwhelmed’and might seem a bit stressed or sketchy, where does that person seek guidance?
There is the danger of modern psychiatry ready to interpret and remedy at what it is that person is experiencing. Usually with a big thick book called the DSM manual that categorizes the person under the title of some mental illness. Then as an anecdote, pharmaceutical medication is prescribed. In some cases this is very necessary especially if the symptoms are becoming violent prone , but not in all cases. Atypical and typical beta block medication and prescriptions are not the least concerned with you becoming adept. Medical professional are not shamans and seldom adept at spiritual sciences or determining a spiritual crises to a legitimate imbalance. According to them, “Your safer being dumbed up on downers.” Beware of the new inquisition."they know not what they do," the colleges that educate them make sure of that.
Not all altered states are produced by chemical imbalance or relapse into the bicameral mind. Communication with angels and holistic practices can produce information via subtle bodies in the auric field. This is not a “relapse” into the split brain, it is the holotropic mind using the potential percentage that is dormant in most people and active in adepts that have disciplined themselves to “receive” information from sources not noticed by all people. Some of these states of consciousness are viewed as spiritual epiphanies, like psychic episodes where profound supernatural things happen and then sometimes they don’t. On and off and on again. Even though psychic activity is often misdiagnosed as schizophrenia, epiphanies are treated and handled as mental illness. What determines sanity and the state of altered consciousness is the contribution it pays to problem solving and well being. Also the ability of the individual to “handle” the perception and information. When a person is witnessing something and has the volition and determination to discipline themselves, they are potentially adept. But the availability of mystery schools with a good reputation are as rare as gold fish in the Sahara desert. There are however private practices that can facilitate and do progressive and healing apprenticeships on potential students.
Whether the prophecies of a “channeler” or the metered verses of schizophrenic hallucination, if the information supplied is valid, society holds a high regard for such activity. Some people operate as portals and anomalous activity happens. Either Angels or Aliens. If they want to talk and have something worth while to say then it doesn’t matter if they are angels or aliens. Many adept channels and clairvoyants alive today have survived the cruel, inappropriate treatments and ignorance of modern professional and social consensus. Sometimes their invisible childhood playmates turn out later to be interdimensional guides as opposed to multiple personalities.
The Mormon church and Joseph Smiths’claim of channeling the angel Moroni is an example. An entire religion has been based on this information “received” from a source not seen by everyone, yet followed by millions. Thus information must have demonstrated it’s truth in reality to gather so many people . Seeing is believing and what Joseph Smith experienced had him emulating his belief to others. Yet most Mormons haven't had an encounter of thier own and just "believe", blind assertion they call "faith". The sheep then pound thier reality tunnel into a self fulfilling prophecy. Poor apes. While Smith's followers haven’t necessarily “seen” or contacted Moroni or hiearchial angels, for them believing is seeing. We create our own reality. The Latter Day Saint's church is a self fulfilling prophecy en masse like other Christian belief. This leaves an open ended invitation to accepting apocalyptical thinking. Angels providing salvation and admittance into a spiritual hierarchy through temple ceremonies. Very similar to Freemasonry. The 10% tithing members pay have structured some very fine temples similar to structures built by freemasons as well.
Most religions are based on the interpretation of doctrine, rationalized by a canon, a cardinal or a priest. These representative authorities may have never had a spiritual experience or epiphany, dogma and faith has them producing results like a self fulfilling prophecy en masse. There is a difference between “receiving” the living spirit and regurgitating a parameter full of Pavlov dogma or dead information. Spiritual fear and rigor mortis sets in on people like the later. Becoming pathological inference robots, hell bent to prove their good faith, right wingers that appear from “Whiteys black lodge”. We create our own reality or allow other belief systems free rent in our reality tunnel like computer program software designed by Pavlov dog lovers using us as the hard drive. Ready to beam up on an ascending cloud when things reach critical mass. What kind of critical mass are we willing to accept orchestrated in front of our noses until we get caught up in rapture hustles that never come? The holy ghost will test your wits! The living spirit is indiscriminate when the integrity of an individual souls journey really desires truth. Spirit is unencumbered by dogma or authority at any level. Information can be intiuited and tested with common sense.
How does channeling and UFO contact play in this? Some of this activity is organically generated, while some of it is electronically fabricated. Now let's find out who the Wizard is behind the curtain of Oz. Let's dare see which witch is which. Intuitive and sensitives aren't labeled heretic witches anymore, especially when they supply more rational and valid information than the religious bergeouse'. A new inquisition has started as to the fact that some psychics have been implanted with chips, I know of a few. The funny thing here is that some of the channeled information received blatantly deny "saucer salvation", while other messages do. Just as fucked is the fact that many people are ready and willing to leave.
Seeing is believing. I have had psychic and spiritual experiences but I never believed in flying saucers completely, until I saw a few. What is really exciting and intrepid about all these flying saucer sightings is the many interpretations of what is flying them. Aliens or secret government or the Wackenhut SS, the illuminati or Nazis from area 51. Rationally speaking, by selecting the inconvenient parameter of honesty will make you aware of the many masks in matter that are agent and events. Many a wizard of Oz is hiding behind the curtain showing a terrible face on the public screen. Who could possibly be the "great and terrible Oz?" It is some neurotic hiding behind the a curtain concealing a vast array of electronic tricks scaring Dorthy and her dreamland friends out of their wit's. So who drives these ships?
The human activity with the variations of Angels,
entities and/or magically produced higher genius that we can call preter
human intelligence, are sometimes human as far as witness reports are concerned.
Sometimes there is a correlation associated with entities and UFOs but
many times not. Some people that are visited by interdimensional entities
or intelligence, reported them in non-human form as well. Even then this
does not always have a link with UFO “contactees” or abduction. Pleasant,
uplifting and non intrusive visits by ascended hosts are very common. It
seems that ascended masters don’t need electronic implants and flying saucers.
They are not encumbered with technology to communicate information. Quabalistic
analogies and correspondences show that “a human in his Merkaba of platonic
solids is like an Elohim powered saucer”.
CHAPTER 1
During the time I was preparing my thesis for my psychology class, I had befriended many people whom claimed to have been abducted and/or contacted by UFOS and aliens , human and non human. Yet no one could produce any evidence for hard science to take seriously. Until Tom King came around. Tom an amateur video camera buff began filming UFOs above Phoenix and Tempe Arizona. At first people scoffed at Tom, even the Mutual UFO network, (MUFON), acted as if they exclusively “had the cat in the bag” like a bunch of bogus big shots. They all shit bricks when Tom let the “cat out of the bag”. Regular meetings started up at the Arizona National Guard Armory and the media was collecting a large amount of reports from others as well. M.U.F.O.N. got really gung ho then and began every bogus scheming party line you could imagine. Stuffing the public with more bullshit than ever. Tom King and his persistence launched the biggest UFO hunt in Arizona history.I met Tom King at a meeting in Phoenix where UFO abductees, witnesses, researchers and even spies from M.U.F.O.N. gather. Tom King had an axe to grind and when he began regularly producing video material of UFOS flying above Phoenix Arizona, the media fired up a sharpening stone. Tom King produced footage of craft even experts couldn’t debunk So much public awareness came forth that even the chair woman, (Erma Barwood running for office in Phoenix), used this publicity as a political platform. The video analyst that did the Billy Meier/Pleaidian sightings in the 1970s ,Jim Deletoso, authenticated the filming with his computer enhancement programs.I soon changed my thesis for psych class from the evolution of consciousness to UFOs and paradigms surrounding the witnesses involved. My professor at first disagreed with the premise of my thesis and found it inimical to the structure of the class. UFOS being inexplicable and never really academically accepted. A prerequisite in Avant’ Garde research is to be a maverick. During this time more media attention was being paid than any other time in Arizona history. Video footage and reports were on the news cast almost nightly. The coffee shops and radio stations and talk shows were buzzing with this latest massively witnessed sighting.My psych class thesis took a new turn.Finally consensus at the University found my thesis acceptable. Here is part of my report submitted to the psychology department at Arizona State University. This is only a small excerpt of the original and I have only included a few pages to make segway into the main body of this book. I find it relevant because it is on file and dated at Arizona State University and was written when many synchronicities were occurring during that time period. Hale bop and the enormous amount of interest in UFOs was happening due to so many witnesses in Arizona and elsewhere.
THE BELIEF IN UFO's AND ESOTERIC PARADIGMS REGARDING HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS.
In November 1996, I gave a class presentation showing UFO footage filmed above Phoenix. The photographers, Arizona SKY Watch International, shot these films during the spring and summer of 1996. One night Tom King got a phone call from UFO contactee and author Bill Hamilton on March 13 1997. Tom got his camera and filmed the UFO that hovered above Phoenix. Not since the Pleiadian beamships filmed in Switzerland by Billy Meier in the 1970s has so much controversial attention been paid to any single sighting. All the usual media personalities that sensationalism draws have aired this March 13th footage nationwide. Titled as the Phoenix sightings, this film shows several UFOs engaged in aerial maneuvers above south mountain Park. Reports were called in to the Police and M.U.F.O.N from Flagstaff to Tucson suggest viewers over more than a range of 3/4 of the state of Arizona. Witnesses were in the thousands. Relying on experience and observation alone, without regard to system or theory, and complying with scientific evidence, I have kept an empirical view on my presentation.
This was done by working with ufologists firsthand and ignoring media diatribes. This presentation was NOT an attempt to join the scrabble of people trying to prove the existence of UFO’s, but to reflect the fact that reports have been filed since the 1950's. Emphasis is on how the belief in UFO’s changes a witness’ paradigm of how relation to the world is viewed. The fact that many witnesses are carrying video cameras and providing evidence proves that they are not the witting dupes of mass hallucination. Video footage has expert video analysts taking this seriously.The lack of public acceptance on UFO’s is due to the misrepresentation by various authorities. While working with abductees, contactees, and photographers, (in the UFO field), it is noted that if witnesses are on the right track the OSI, ( Office of Scientific Intelligence *), also known as the CIA will pretend to befriend witnesses. Witnesses naturally want to promote their material and career cooperatively, providing results are positive. The OSI invites witnesses to participate in one of their Expo’s as a speaker to promote and sell books and other materials and to give workshops. If the witnesses information is out of sync with the plans of the OSI, they go to work on the mind of the witness.The UFO networks are bombarded with cases of witnesses being threatened some even found dead or missing. Or , if the belief cannot be swayed, the witness is blacklisted and labeled unreliable or discreditable and the information is shelved. When government officials are asked to comment or provide an answer, if they know about this or don’t they know? The answer is the same. No answer!
They would have to know everything or know nothing. If they were to know perhaps it would place responsibility on the darkest conspiracy subject since Nazi Germany. It is much like the SPY vs SPY cartoon from MAD magazine. The polemics in the guise of security is like white hats , black hats and an occasional grey hat! A totalitarian answer would also leave accountability for the dead and/or badgered witnesses and psychologically damaged abductee cases. That is just the tip of the iceberg. All of this can’t be so inexplicable that no one has an answer! The work of William Lyne, in his book "SPACE ALIENS FROM THE PENTAGON, ' lays out many secrets proving that humans are capable of things that would seem “alien” to the uninformed. As of today, (April 1,1999), Tom King has split from Sky Watch due to a newsletter published by Jim Hickman, (president of SkyWatch Int.), Tom King, the UFO Hunter, now operates in SkyNet. With UFO witnesses and abductees doing the filming and acting as authority for thier group we get untainted information, free from the bogus livelihood of platform professionals who’s podium never went out in the field of investigation but interpret the effort of others for thier party line. Jim Hickman also threatened to sue Brother Blue and that is one reason he pulled his sight off the web. Ask Tom King why he left SkyWatch and you will see why we need “witnesses” that do research in the drivers seat. Along with a few more resonant humans like Brother Blue. Those familiar with the internet posts of Brother Blue know he is a clever trickster in exposing the facts. He was removed from the internet for exposing to much truth. However the B.:B.: still exist as a magickal order similar to Crowleys A.:A.: complete with inner plane 4th density secret chiefs. An inner order that is only accessible by frequency awareness, they find you. There is no way to join otherwise.
Using ways to avoid party line selfishness, we can see in between the puzzle pieces to get the big picture. Some of the most basic scientific facts and principles are being concealed and misrepresented, beginning in kindergarten. Because of this, we must re- examine nature, and question all accepted theories, in order to identify and reject scientific lies and omissions, and to rediscover and propagate “true science”. About 1937, “science’ and space propulsion became really schizophrenic. While Werner von Braun ostensibly developed rockets, he allegedly covertly developed secret Illuminati, flying saucers; while Albert Einstein’s relativism and Wernar Heisenberg’s “uncertainty principle” were being publicized, the ‘ether physics’ of Nikola Tesla and others was being ridiculed,yet was secretly being used for saucer propulsion and wonder weapons so highly classified that they were never intended to be used in WWII. *More proper Illuminazi’s , a term coined by William Lyne. Author of SPACE ALIENS FROM THE PENTAGON, Throughout this book , the term Illuminazi will refer to the covert,criminal and secret society and/or Government behind saucers.
In the books by Preston Nichols and Peter Moon on the Montauk project series, reference is made to the Ordo Templi Orientist, (O.T.O.), and the A A , (order of the silver star), as being the Illuminati. While Crowley was in contact with prater human intelligence and secret chiefs, those familiar with Crowley’s work will know that he spent his life as a maverick renegade defending against these fascist elements. The books on the Montauk project with regards to the O.T.O. are non-sequitur. Somewhere along the line evidence and awareness to the facts are in denial. Conversations with Bill Hiedrick,(O.T.O. secretary), have stated that the Montauk series is all fantasy. Or is it? It is a funny coincidence that Crowleyan Magickal practices include transcending sexual currents into alternate space/times. The Montauk project is based on manipulating space/time using electronics similar to the polarization techniques in Crowley's magickal dynamics. Including synchronicities found in "The Book of the Law" raising a brow of peculiar comparison. The response Bill Heidrick gave me to the Phoenix flying saucer videos I sent him were, “It is in the branch of psychiatry and the inexplicable”. Same thing Robert Anton Wilson says, I am inclined to believe that the O.T.O. is being evasive to avoid responsibility or persecution from any disagreements. Besides the duplicates we create with our own I do think that the operations at Camp Hero are an electronic simulation of Crowleyan Magick. Look for yourself. When the ninth degree OTO requires the employment of a Homunucleus, it makes one wonder just what these moonchildren look like. Especially when Lam looks like a grey alien. No one has produced any evidence of grey aliens, we have much video and eye witnesses to spacecraft. But no real video or physical proof of grey aliens flying these ships. Artist renditions have hypnotic subjects describing grey aliens similar to the entity Crowley contacted called "LAM". But we can’t really suppose that 4th density grey aliens are the product of sexual magick. Hell, if the results of my sexual magickal practices yielded bug headed aliens from Zeta Reticuli, that would make me responsible for deploying aliens. If that is the case I would quit fuckin’. I don’t believe that a homunuculous is a grey alien. The amount of care and preparation that goes into making a Moonchild makes the adept/grey population/ratio a bit off. The employment of a homunuculous is a holy and sacred operation, a secret the 8th and 9th degrees revere.
Crowley was pissed at Jack Parsons and Ron Hubbard, when they did the time rift. Jack Parsons ,”AntiChrist Superstar”, hated the pedantic, colorless world of the commonplace and had no problem with speeding up the Christian apocalypse, just to get it over with so we could move on. Jet Parsons Laboratory.Let’s say there are two Illuminati’s, the first Illuminati would be the brotherhood of light and liberty who have fought to preserve the orders of antiquity. The OTO is a form of Freemasonry but is revised to fit the Thelemic need. I had the opportunity to take the Scottish Rites and declined because of the non-Thelemic element. I befreinded a 33 degree and decided that most masons are witting dupes in a hierachial formation that orchestrates economically with the military.
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